SECRETS AND MYSTERIES

 

Scripture Readings: Mark 4:21-29, Philippians 4:10-13

 

 

The Big Secret.  Some people like to keep secrets.  Have you ever noticed how secretive doctors are with their notes?  I was thinking of that recently when I read these Top Ten Actual Doctor’s Notes written down by actual doctors:

 

   10. The patient has been depressed since she began seeing me in 1993.

9.    Discharge status:  Alive but without my permission.

8.    The patient refused autopsy.

7.    She is numb from her toes down.

6.    While in ER, she was examined, x-rated and sent home.

5.    She stated that she had been constipated for most of her life, until she got a divorce.

4.    She has no rigors or shaking chills, but her husband states she was very hot in bed last night.

     3. Patient was alert and unresponsive.

2.    Patient has two teenage children, but no other abnormalities.

1.    Rectal examination revealed a normal size thyroid.

 

I guess some things are better kept secret, aren’t they?

 

The Big Secret has been the theme of our pledge campaign, the secret being that the more you give the more you are blessed in return.  And with this theme it occurs to me that we need to be careful here that our religion doesn’t give way to superstition. 

 

Let me tell you what I mean:  so many religious groups gather for worship to enact a quid pro quo with God – I’ll give you my praise, Lord, if you make me successful.   This “pray for success” faith is really no faith at all.  Rather than gathering to worship to be empowered to do God’s service, some of these folks come to church to put God in THEIR service.

 

Some of you may have read The Secret, a book recently written by Rhonda Byrne, which promises that “your thoughts control the universe.”  The secret, according to Byrne, is that thinking about your desires “is exactly like placing an order from a catalogue.... You must know that what you want is yours the moment you ask.”  So I guess you can forget about education, effort, planning, performance.  Everything you want – money, power, fancy new car, a really good haircut – is yours simply by wanting it enough.

 

Of course there’s a dark side to all this.  It means that if you don’t get what you want, then you’re to blame.  If you aren’t successful, if you become ill, if your family is struck by tragedy, well, then it’s all your fault!  You just weren’t thinking hard enough, I guess.  You understand why I would call this superstition rather than religion.

 

True religion, real faith, it seems to me, doesn’t so much deal in secrets as in mystery.  That’s what I think Jesus is telling us in our Gospel Reading this morning, in telling us the Parable of the Seed.

 

We’ve got plenty of master gardeners in this congregation.  You could tell us the secrets of to make a seed grow, the understanding of which would enable us to have a “green” thumb.  But Jesus isn’t giving us the secrets of a green thumb in our Gospel Reading this morning.  No, he’s dealing in mystery, not in secrets.

 

“The kingdom of God is as if someone would scatter seed on the ground...”  How deep to plant those seeds?  How much dirt should cover it?  Loosely packed or tightly packed?  What should be the spacing?  The time of year?  In a sunny or shady spot?  Jesus doesn’t tell us.  Jesus isn’t imparting secrets.  He’s telling us about a mystery.

 

“The kingdom of God is as if someone would scatter seed on the ground, and would sleep and rise night and day, and the seed would sprout and grow, she does not know how...”  So let me see if I have this straight, Jesus – we just indiscriminately scatter seed on the ground and then walk away, forget about watering it or weeding it or cultivating it, just walk away and go shopping or watch T.V. or go to work or school or sip coffee and read the paper or anything and no matter that we’ve done nothing to encourage it, that little seed is going to sprout and grow?  “The earth produces of itself,” Jesus tells us.

 

This is a mystery that Jesus is asking us to experience and embrace, the very mystery of life, the mystery of grace, the mystery of the blessings that come our way that we don’t earn, we don’t anticipate, we don’t even ask for.  Not secrets, but mystery.  That’s what’s at the heart of our faith.

 

The Danish physicist Niels Bohr began to unlock the secrets of quantum physics but viewed his own stock-in-trade as more mystery than secrets.  In explaining his work, he liked to tell the story about the young rabbinical student who went to hear three lectures by a famous rabbi.  Afterward the student told his friends, “The first talk was brilliant, clear and simple.  I understood every word.  The second was even better, deep and subtle.  I didn’t understand much, but the rabbi understood all of it.  The third was by far the finest, a great and unforgettable experience.  I understood nothing and rabbi didn’t understand much either.”

 

Maybe that’s the way you experience my preaching, and I hope you understand that I understand that I don’t understand, not fully.  “We see through a glass darkly,” “We see in a mirror dimly,” Paul tells us, reminding us that our faith is ultimately a mystery and a gift, not a secret to be learned or a skill to be acquired.  A mystery.

 

“So now what?” you might ask.  If it’s all such a mystery, what possible difference could this mystery make in our lives?

 

In Zen Buddhism, monks remain in monasteries until they achieve enlightenment.  But once they achieve enlightenment, then they must leave.  Well, there was one monk who had been in the monastery for many, many years.  He had seen friends, fellow monks who had come to the monastery at the same time he had, achieve enlightenment and leave.  But he was still there.

 

And, to tell the truth, he was content to remain there in his studies, his days of contemplation, months of meditation.  And he wasn't certain what he would do with his life once he had achieved enlightenment.  But there came a time, perhaps it was even a specific moment, when he had achieved enlightenment.  And now it was time for him to leave.

 

Anticipating his leave-taking, the monk had mixed feelings:  sad to leave the beauty and security of that place, uncertain about his future, but excited about the gift that was tradition­ally given to each monk upon leaving.  You see the monastery was a treasure-house of rare scrolls, beautiful works of art, and precious jewels.  As he waited in line before the master, he saw many others receive beautiful and very valuable gifts.  But as the monk stepped up to the Zen master, he tried to hide his own anticipation.

 

The master congratulated him on his enlightenment and told him what he already knew, that now it was time for him to leave.  Then the master asked him what he planned to do now.  The monk replied that he really didn't know, but planned to return to his ancestral home.  The master nodded and then handed him his gift – it was a box.  It was black, about as large as a loaf of bread, and beautifully carved with mother-of-pearl in-laid.  The monk was pleased by the kind of simple grace and austere beauty of the gift.  But he was most excited by what could be inside of it.  Could it be jewels?  Or some valuable scroll of ancient wisdom?  Anxiously, he opened the box, and inside of it was – nothing.  It was empty.  Hiding his disappointment from his master, he tried to summon a gracious thank-you.  Then he left the master and the monastery, and not knowing where else to go, he returned to his ancestral home.

 

It was a humble place, simply constructed.  But with the death of his parents years before, it had still awaited him when he returned from the monastery.  Despite his disappointment with the gift he had been given, the monk put it in a place of honor in his home, on the mantle in the living room.  Stepping back to look at it there, suddenly the mantle didn't seem quite right to the monk.  So he began rearranging the other things that were on the mantle and actually spent almost two hours before it finally looked right to him. 

 

Stepping back in satisfaction from the mantle, the monk turned to step out when suddenly the living room didn't seem quite right to him.  With the mantle the way it was now arranged, the living room seemed wrong somehow.  And so he began to rear­range again, this time moving the few screens, small tables, and pillows until he was finally satisfied with the arrangement.     

 

Finding himself hungry, the monk went into his eating and cooking room, but found himself with the same feeling of wrong­ness.  With the mantle the way it was, and the living room the way it was, his eating room looked wrong.  So the monk repeated his rearranging.  After a labor of four hours and after finally eating, he went into his sleeping room to rest, but again, with the mantle just so and the living room rearranged and the eating room the way it was, the sleeping room needed to be arranged.  So he set to his labors once again and spent almost twelve hours rearranging the mats, pillows, and screens of his sleeping room until finally the room seemed right.  By this time the monk was exhausted so he threw himself down and slept for many hours. 

 

When he awoke, he decided to take a nice stroll in the garden.  But when he looked out on his garden, it happened again – with the mantle just so, the living room just right, the eating room like it was, and his sleeping room rearranged, the garden had to be redone.  But, of course, this was a longer labor for him.  Ultimately, it took him months and months till the proper plants could be in a proper arrangement so that his feeling of wrongness went away.  Finally, his home seemed complete.

 

But then one morning he left his garden and he turned to face the world.  Now the feeling was stronger than ever.  Deeply disturbed by the events that he had gone through as a result of the master's gift of the box, he wrote his master a note, relat­ing to him what had happened after he had left the monastery and returned home.  He explained that when he put the box on the mantle, the mantle no longer seemed right.  And when that was done, the living room didn't seem right.  After he worked on that, the eating room, the sleeping room, and then the garden had to be rearranged because of the box.  And then he had looked at the world ... What did the master expect?  For him to rearrange the whole world?     

 

A few weeks later, the monk received a reply from his Zen master.  The reply had only one word on it – "Yes."   And the monk left his home and went into the world.   

 

The Big Secret is really no secret at all, at least not the kind of secret some people hope to discover so that they can use it to get what they want.  No, the Big Secret is a mystery, the mystery that God is alive and active in this world; that God has hopes for the future; that God has chosen you and I as partners in this project of making those hopes come to fruition.

 

The seed has been scattered, planted by God in you and me.  And while we were sleeping, while we were working, while we were doing one of a thousand other things, it has sprouted and grown.  And now the harvest has come, a harvest of higher hopes, renewed commitment, transformed life.  That’s the Big Secret.  Something that is no secret at all.  It’s a mystery, the marvelous mystery on which our faith is founded.  Amen.

                                                                  

Sermon preached by Reverend Stephen P. Savides at First Congregational United Church of Christ, Appleton, Wisconsin on November 4, 2007.